Hmm...oh well...time to try again

Well I called today to get the results from the second round of blood work. My hCG went from the 400s to 38...yeah I think its safe to say that I miscarried. :( Oh well. It has been such an emotional roller coaster that I have handled it very well today. I really had already dealt with all the sadness on Monday; so by today, I'm really ok. Today was a half day for my doctor so I didn't think he would call me. What we want now is to get some tests run to figure out why I keep miscarrying. So now I have to wait again on him to call me to discuss this. If he hasn't called me by Wednesday then I will call the office again. So Sunday its back to work and back to real life and time to deal with what I've been dealt. I still have a lot of questions and who knows when they'll be answered. I guess I'm learning patience. Ben and I are ready to be parents. It is now up to the Lord when that all happens though.